So here i am again

What to do when you aren't the "norm", but you aren't any of the other option either. You found me. I am not the normal teenage girl, but when you think of alternatives, I am none of those either. I am a huge contradiction. I love who I am, but I want everything to change. I am shy, but I am so judgmental. I love home, but I wish it was somewhere else. I wan to grow up into my own, but I want to stay young forever. I am put together on the outside, but I am completely tangled. All I can say id oye :/, but I guess that is just life.